started miss everythings

well everybody know i had leave,i started miss all things,

that have 21st floors building,

the lift,the buttons of lift,

my partner always take lift together in a morning,

the lrt station(bangsa),

old town(always breakfast at there)

my ID card(still remember my ID card cannot scan thru the thing i need wait outside)=_=

the staircase,

the office,my table,my phone,my pillow at my chair,my partner beside me (vicky),

meeting room,

my boss, colleugues...

collegues like to make me smile,happy all days,i am not menyesal that know u all,and thanks to u all made farewell to me,thanks the presents,i like it=)

and of course him too

is him steve!!!i know u like me much,but i just wanna be friend better,i like u too=)

thanks to u that every moment had surprise on my table,still remember had 1 day i need done my work till late,u worry me then u stay with me too thanks to u=)

but how i know that maybe too tired i had sleep there and u are the one let me sleep and help me done all things,i feel very very thanks to u...

on my last day,i had cried and hug them..i feel warm that i hug them,i hug steve too,yup although whole department know he like me,i had kissed him...(based everybody called it) and yup steve fecth me back home...i very very miss everythings,expec is him la,haha!

i wish u all success in eveybody's goal,good luck and don't miss me...=)

attend 2 weddings

march ooo march.....
yup i had attendted 2 weedings,1 is my kor kor geh,1 is my friend's geh..
korkor big day i this sister very busy,serve the guest inside,snap pic.but i like it although is tired.
i very very love this pic,that's y i only show this picture..hehehehehe!

hapchoy(korkor)&tina(ah shou)

2nd week attend my collegues geh wedding linda!!!!!

linda and dunno what name of the groom..

cried month???

hi all!!!! this few days abit busy..
but now
i am FREE!!!!!

although i already leave,but i still miss it=(
sorry guys i s me that make u all terkejut,i had send all email to u all=)
i am sorry that i can't meet u all thoose din meet up,
when i hug my collegues i feel that.... i very sad=( i had cried when i hug them.
i love u all so much!!!!!
seriously love love u all!!!although i am leaving but my heart still there,
yup mr.chwa was called me,he had asked me change to menara,but i told him i need some rest and think it,i will tell him,hope i can make u all happy that i join back....


1of my friend name othman was passed away=(
i get this news when i was in course,
i had prepare,coz his sickness was terrible at hospital,
why?why?why????
during march just is my cried day???
alot people know i cried until my eyes wow...bengkak already...

OTHMAN i am miss u very very much!but since u already passed away,i wont forget what u said to me...=(

1st time office soooooo cold~~

well everybody know me was work at same place now,that day don't know why office damn cold such like winter...cannot set the aircord,coz is under automatik,if set already whole building's aircond will be change,deng~~~

then i was wear jacket whole day till erm....5pm,haha!another 45 minutes curi tulang balik rumah,was went to menara at pudu 46th floor(So high)was submit my things,then swith back to same place,while waiting nothing to do,i was snap 1 picture that i like very much,is this....

~KL tower~

~View At 46th Floor~

then ciao back to office...was nothing to do during waiting presentations,so take paparazi photo again..haha!

~My sampat best friend~

~both of them like sibling,candy and hui en~

i love u all=)

dinner with charlotte again=)

aloha!!!actually i need post this before the medic..haha!

up side down liao...zhen pai seh neh=(

after work of course me and charlotte had dinner again =D

is quite fun night,but we very paiseh leh..haha!

but 1 word thanks to chee treat me ate italianes..i love u charlotte!!=)

sick sick sick

i am sick almost 1 week,but yesterday just went to see doctor..doctor said if i delay for go clinic,my sickness will getting worst..and thanks for my company the medic card so i went to see doctor is freeeeeeee.=)alot alot medic i need eat..sad=(because of me my plan with friends out 2nite was cancel...sorry guys=(

feel wanna out from this home

I am thinking this question everyday every night,even i am working,studying,or do whateva i am doing,i was thinking this question;

1. Should i leave this home and rent house/room at outside??
   
2. Should i leave this home and leave this job move to JB stay with my relative??

why i am think this questions?

i am sad person in everydays,although alot peoples said i am happy go lucky person,but i think i am not that person because i am not happy when staying with my family,i don't like to see my grandparents(i am bad)i don't like to out with my grandparents!i mean my mother's side geh parents!

i am always think why my father's side all relative treat me so good,why here like i don't know how to say,that's why always chinese new year or on leave holidays time 1st i think is sepnd my time to my JB relative,why my ah gong ah ma was past away so early??i believe,if they still here they will love me much!

when i go work or back from work,i am always at infront of this sign board.

work?home???

• 
  work i can earn money.
• 
  home is actually is a peaceful home,but i don't get any peaceful when i am in home,why?coz everyday was can heared quarrels in my house....

Dad=i am correct i din do anythings wrong!!!!

Mum=i am correct you are wrong!!!!

this 2 dialog always listen it by them,me cannot do anythings,work for me is tiring,so i hope that i can stay at home for how many hours let me rest,sleep and 2nd day i am prepare for wroking,but sad is i am not get this at all.

Sometimes i feel like i am not their daughter,i am a lebih in this CHIN family,because parents always helping my brother,what he done all is correct,even he playing whole day computer game also correct,once i received from teacher's call that said my brother at school was not listening what teacher teaching,sleeping in class,when i told my parents,they din't take any action,they also din't listen what i am going to tell them.i am feel unfair that why parents treat him so freaking good?din not do any house work whole day sitting at there playing computer games.everyday i reach home from work or anywhere,sure will get ngang by my MUM!did i do anythings wrong?sometimes i am thinking i don't wanna back home.why MUM always ngang me not to my brother?why some of family are peaceful?why i am not get it?

when she at outside was do very good to her's family,at home?NO WAY!!!why wanna do this at outside and let people know you are good?is so 'JIA'!!everyday when i am going back home is crying back to it!that's why i am always hang out with friends.at lease i get some happiness with them.i am type this with my tears drop now!i don't feel wanna answer anybody call and sms!sorry for all was incoming call and sms today!i need alone!

p/s:why i am thinking this 2 questions?

answer is because i feel wanna leave this scary/unfair home!